Christmas brake

Oh bloggers what can i say about brake! It was intense typical and interesting to the most part. It started out just like any other persons brake boring and not a whole lot to do except watch movies at friends and ice skate.

            But my brake picked up finally on the day before Christmas eve. The reason why it picked up was because my best friend decided to take me to her long old time best friend’s party. That was interesting because there i met this guy named Luca which turned out to be his last name and not his first. The last named sounded really familiar but I really didn’t care he was nice and really cute so i decided what the hay and go for it. That was a fun night playing ping pong dancing and talking ha-ha :p. The next morning I finally figured out why the last named Luca sounded familiar L. Oh jeez what can I say it made me feel like a real bone head that’s for sure but oh well it’s not like I'm ever going to see him again ha-ha.

Reality by Kenny Chesney :)

            Any ways on Christmas day my morning started really early lets say 4:30 am because my old buddies just got home and I really wanted to see him before the madness of Christmas started. Again that was interesting catching up after a year of not seeing each other. Well as Christmas day progressed I opened my presents and I got what I really wanted KENNY CHESNEY AND TIMMCGRAW TICKETS 21^st row so exciting. Any who on  Monday my friend Blake came home from college it was really nice to see him again considering i haven’t seen him in a really long time. So the rest of my brake went like this hockey game at the Q movie nights at my friends and again went ice skating! Well that’s all bloggers this is my last entry for class that is so bye bye class bloggers!  J

I ain't here for a long time I'm here for a good time :)

Tattoos on this town:)

So bloggers today something hit me that made well sense. I'm getting older and so are probably a lot of you and I wonder sometimes what’s going to happen after high school is said and done. I mean it’s always seemed to be so far off but now it’s just right around the corner and i wonder what will happen to some of the people who I became best friends with over the years of my high school and middle school career. Will we all keep in touch or will we all grow apart? Will we do what we say where saying or planning on doing for the rest of our life’s or will we decided something completely different? Well I guess will just have to wait and see. :/

Well growing up in a small town you really get to know people better than you think you ever would yes that does mean if something bad happens then everyone in town knows about it the next day. But that's really not that bad the thing that does really suck living in a small town is that most people have stereotypes at least for our school it does. As for our town it is mainly obsessed with football but I mean what town doesn’t have an obsession?

 Back to what I was saying stereotypes haha yeah we sure have a lot of them but I honestly think if people took a step back and looked, I think that people would be surprised on what they find out about those people they called freak all these years.

            Well bloggers as for me at least high school is coming to end soon. Ha it’s funny to think it feels like just yesterday I was walking into this high school but now I’m leaving well I have a year before I technically leave but still. Most of my friends will be graduating this year which is kind of sad to think about. Considering most of well I think all of us have been friend’s sense 5^th grade.

 I’ll admit we all sure had one of heck of a ride. From being little kids in 5^th grade pretending and imagining things about the world thinking we could do or be anything. All the way up to seniors and juniors in high school with responsibilities and places to be. I miss those days that we all could just sit around and talk about anything and nothing at the same time. Ha time where does it go?  Well I guess it’s true time flies when you’re having fun. Well we all been threw a lot together that’s for sure. Growing up in Avon Lake not much to do but we managed to find things to keep our self’s entertained. Like cliff diving and climbing on top of roofs or just sitting around bond fires making things up as we went along. Well I’ll definitely admit I won’t miss this town but I will miss the people in it. Like people say it’s not the places you go that make the town it’s the people that you are with! But I think we managed to leave our mark on this town I know it sure left its mark on me.

Well bloggers one song that i love to death that describes my high school experiences is a little country song by Jason Alden called tattoos on this town.

Some of my favortie lyrics from this is "There ain't a corner of this hallowed ground That we ain't laughted or cried on It's where we loved, lived and learned real stuff It's everything we're made of, It sure left its mark on us We sure left our mark on it We let the world know we were here With everything we did We laid a lot of memories down Like tattoos on this town.

This is my second family (friends) these guys and me have been thru the most together some of us have grown apart while the rest of us have grown together. Some of us wish it really was forever while the rest of us just try to make the best out of the time we have left. I love theses guys with all my heart <3 :)

brit lit

So bloggers just about a week ago my British literature teacher came up with an assignment for all of us to do. The assignment was about a sonnet on feelings and emotions and each of us where to write one and present in front of the class for extra credit. And I came up with a sonnet about love and regret but my sonnet was actually a poem so i decided sense i couldn't write the whole thing on paper i decided to write it on here. So with out further a due blogger here's is my piece.
I'll let you go
It was a Sunday morning when we first met
just two kids being clueless and careless about the world around us
and what was truly out there
but we had some idea that there was more out there then what met our eyes
but what was about to happen we could never have expected
so the years went on
days turned into weeks
and weeks turned into months
and months turned into years
and soon we started to realize we weren't really kids any more
we had more responsibilities then we could have ever imagine
we had bills to pay
and classes to attend to
and soon the little two kids that just met that Sunday morning
turned into adults
i had this feeling
a feeling i never felt before
a feeling i never gotten before
until i met you
you were my best friend
someone who made me feel alive
someone who i went to when i felt lost or alone
but this feeling i had
started to mask our friendship
and soon i started to realize that our friendship began to tumble
all because of my feelings of friendship began to become something else
but as you know I'll never speak my mind
I'm like a chicken with its head cut off
but the silents that i hold
will most likely kill me
and the whole idea of me never having you will soon brake me
but i know your true potential
i know you have more to see then any one around me
so I'll let you go
I'll set you free
because whats truly met to be will always be
but my heart will ache for you
even when where a million miles apart
my heart will stay right here with you
but i know i have to set you free
so you can see all that you need to see
and maybe when you see all that you need to see
and when you find you
yell come back to me
can you believe it bud its come to this
that Sunday morning when we first met
and everything was so perfect
is now starting to crumble
can you believe where saying goodbye
it feels like just yesterday we were saying hello
but goodbyes are like a roulette wheel
You never know where they're gonna land
First you're spinning then your standin' still
left with only holding a losin' hand
but i know I'm better as a memory
then as your women.
so bloggers if any one listens to Kenny Chesney or David Cook some of my poem sounds like some of there songs so of course i have to give credit to two very good artist with there song tittles "I'm better as a memory" by Kenny Chesney and "come back to me" by David cook these two songs inspired me so much over the last two weeks :).

love can do some crazy stuff to us..

So bloggers its that time again time for another interesting post or i guess you can decide that one.
I decided to base todays blog off a story i read off of you tube about true love.I put the following video up to show what true love can be and how it affects someone...

is in this a sad story..

Well moving on bloggers..

Have you ever thought about things you didnt say to someone and when you where about to say what was on your mind it was to late? Like if you truley cared about someone and you where going to tell them how you felt but when you finally got up the courage to tell them it was to late...

A perfect song to describe this is a song by rascal flatts called words i couldnt say

Music Time Music time! :D

I have no clue what to write about this time around bloggers so i guess i'm just going to put music up and lyrics and explain somethings i like about them doesnt that sound boring lol well to bad the thing i was originally going to write about made no sense lol. So music time Music time!

FAIR WARNING-  my type of music is sappy music or a whole lot of country haha :)

Leave the Piece- by the wreckers

this song is the story of my life and probably every girls knows what i mean..most guys dont have the balls to stand up and say when its over and done with even when there just dragging you around like a lost puppy dog and the wreckers sure as heck said that best "You can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on" favorite quote from this song! And boy i have had a ton of guys do what they preach in this song :)

Sk8er Boi- By Avril Lavigne 

So I'm pretty sure yall heard this song before if you haven't well it basically can be described in our time as the foot ball player dating the nerd or the cheerleader dating the freak and all there friends making fun of them so they decide to brake it off and soon after they make it big time! I love this song lol it explains why i'm not going to miss the whole idea of high school or the whole idea of not being the beauty queen!

Never told you- by Colbie Caillat

this song goes right along with this quote: Why can't people just tell each other what they really think. I mean these days the street are filled with lonely and depressed people who didn't say the right thing at the right time...they just keep everything to themselves. But think about it--how many people go through their wholes lives without telling their special someone that they love them. And then when they finally take the leap, it's too late. I don't want to ever be that person! Well i guess i can say that i already turned into that person sure high school hasn't ended yet but there's no point in telling that person how i feel now because what would make the difference 

right? lol :)

This- By Darius Rucker 

Such a great song its something that can be totally related to real life! 

Bored!

Well blogger's  it has come to my knowledge that people want me to keep my mind on one subject well....sorry that's not how my brain works or how this blog works. Pretty much this blog jumps from my life to poems that i wrote to quotes that i think are insperational to random topics that i think are open for discussion thru comments that you leave. Well todays blog is all about quotes and a music video that i think you all should like... First off QUOTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now this quote comes from one of my altime favorite shows one tree hill! It is said by a character named Lucaus Scott aka Chad Michael Murray. This is also one of my favorite quotes because its so true :)
Do you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? Makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples lives have we been in? Were we a part of someones life when their dreams came true? Or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in as is if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think. You could be a big part of someone elses life and not know it

Aint he gorgeous :)

2nd quote comes from Noah from the note book i love this quote because it sounds alot like me because i am a big pain the ass when it comes to guys and even more so relationships :)
Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.

aww i love this picture :)

my last and final quote is just a random one off the internet about love and how some people find it and some people dont and how obsessed people get once they find love it was said by Curtis Judalet
Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never… never forget it.
Well enough about quotes because i am verry bored with them and i am sure you are to. So the last thing i will leave you with is the music video i am sure you will all love or at least i know i love it. Its such a cute song about a guy who loves a girl who will do anything for her its called crazy girl i hope this is my wedding song!!!

Randomness :D

Welcome back to my blog bloggers so like i said this blog is all about putting my stuff out there and putting inspirational quotes up. But before i start i also said i'm going to tell u little bits of my life and oh my goodness i do not like the hallways at our school. Like come on people how hard is it to put one foot in front of the other and walk up steps i mean please i think we all have done it before i mean i know none of us want to get to class but really i feel like we move like snails up those darn steps don't you all agree or is it just me? So any who thats enough of my complaining for today back to what i was trying to say. I am a writer i think what i like most is writing poetry because most music can start with a simple poem, not everything has to makes sense about it and you always can take a message out of it. I love everything and anything to do with poetry My favorite writers are Robert Frost and of course the legend of poetry and play writer William Shakespeare. But my inspiration usually does not come from these guys. My writing comes from music and my life or my friends life drama or even there happiness depending on what there story is. So my first poem came about when i was a measly freshmen and had an obsession with Kate voegele and her song only fooling myself. The song got me thinking about my life and how we get so sucked up into everyone's drama when honestly none of it is going to matter in the end because people forgive and forget, or just simply move on and look back on it and wonder why? So here goes nothing hope u all enjoy if not sorry thats tough i guess u can just move on with from this blog and stop criticizing my material alright thanks... :)

it’s only life
dreams, happiness and the world around us all take its toll
at some point or another
we never know what might happen 
or what might never never happen
we never know whether or not we can change the unexpected
but don’t run away from it
don’t look away from it
because baby its only life
the only way way we can see life is by living
the only way we can dream a different life is by sleeping
we cant predict the future
and we think we got it all figured out
but then life takes another twist on us
but mister don’t run away from it
don’t look away from it
because its only life
we dream
we fight
we love
we get knocked down
but honestly we have to admit this is what we expect after all this time
this is what we know for sure will happen
so don’t run away from it
don’t look away from it
because sweetie its only life
this is only the begging
of the rest of our life’s
this is where it starts
this is where we get shaped into something more
we can see the start but we can’t see the end
we can't see what will happen so we cant change it before its to late
but we can try...
but mainly we have to move on
and keep our life's spinning
so don't run away from it
don't look away
because Missy its only life
and sometimes life is rough
to be honest we can only see the now in our life's
and we think the now is what our futures will be
but then reality takes a hit on us
and we start realizing what we thought was going to happen didn't
but don't run away
don't look away
because baby its only life
We think where invisible
we think nothing can touch us
but then the end of the road comes to us just like that
so fast its like a blink in the eye
one day your here and the next your gone
but don't be afraid
don't run away
because its only life
most people wont take the chances
and they will regret it
because u never know what that chance could have led to
but i say lets take a chance
before its to late
lets take a chance
to start new
with a new clean slate
lets do something crazy
lets not run away from our fears
lets not look away from the things that scare us
because baby its only life
and we only got one shot at it
so lets make it count...


so i know i'm an amateur right.. well oh well its only the begging hey who knows maybe i'll actually get good at this yell just have to wait and see :)